Thank You Tomorrow

My Birthday falls on a Saturday this year, which is the Sabbath and also a personal day I take to relax, reflect and regroup from the days prior. Of course everyone that knows me, knows there is no way in "H-E- double hockey sticks" that I would EVER have a visitor or accept a physical invitation on my day. I leave no room for disappointments to myself , on MY day. Before and after, cool, but the 24th is closed. I wondered if I should at least answer the calls as they come in, and have decided against it. It would seem vain for me to open up my serene time to receive greetings, whereas I never answer for anything else on Saturday. For some reason, it feels greedy and narcissistic to "change face" to suit me. I believe I will text a short msg of gratitude the next day(Sunday) to show my appreciation. I highly appreciate any and all correspondence, along with the gifts I've already received, but Saturday is Saturday and I will keep it sacred. Maybe Sunday we can…

Here It Came

I do believe that what goes around comes right back around, and I'm witnessing some of it now with my young adults. I was a very young mother, so the amount of frustration I experienced as head of household was indeed heavier than most. There were times when what I endured from their juvenile bad behavior, felt like hell on earth. But now that I made it through; and we all survived me as an inexperienced teen to young adult mom, it can now be seen as pebbles and small rocks thrown at me, compared to the stones and boulders being tossed in the paths of my "kids" as parents today. They are frustrated, angry, dazed and confused, when they should be like, "Oh, there's my shat. Right there where I left if for mom to clean up, only bigger". I'm sorry that they are going through it because they are still my babies and I wish no ill days upon them, but as I stated earlier, this is YOUR boomerang. It's been chucked out and there's no way to avoid it'…


So, I stopped eating animals in September 2017 and possibly a month before; however, I couldn't  find any documented proof of it. I identify closest with a Pescatarian lifestyle, being that I do still consume eggs and dairy, while enjoying all once favored seafood. Very seldom do I get an urge for meat, and when I do, I opt for pork cracklings. Something about the fried out pork fat that satisfies the yearning. I've made my way through several brands of processed meat substitutes, finding that the flavor is not a bigger issue as the texture is for me. I can infuse any flavor I'd like with the array of seasonings and spices I have on hand, but can't readily alter the texture of some of the overly chewy soy based items.
I changed my consumption habits due to health concerns. Primarily digestion and elevated cholesterol. My physician didn't suggest it, as a matter of fact, she has no idea of the elimination from my diet. I'm not due to see her as yet. She knows t…

It's Unlocked

You're not bound to be "here", wherever that may be to you. Just because you once "did", whatever that was. Simply because you selected "yes" to it, whenever you felt in agreement of it; Does not mean you can't change your position, your decision, your state of mind. Advance notice to some and immediate action to other's. Whichever fits, wear it proudly and purposely!

At Capacity

I'm pretty good today. Laughed a lot yesterday. Took in and put out a lot of emotion the day prior.
All 3 days, I've had this nagging painful injury to my wrist. Aggravated it while washing my hair this morning. Then again while changing my bed linen. Couldn't avoid either because they had to be done. Not that this has any measure in any of the aforementioned "stuff", but it's pancake day. I'm exhausted by the series of events. So I've turned off the ringers, bathed, put on beautiful soothing fragrances and cozy pajamas. As soon as I'm done here, I'm making pancakes with lots of butter & cinnamon. And I'm minding my own business! Have a serene day! See and or talk atcha tomorrow.


When you come from a life of unfair, unjust, unnecessary treatment; and primarily from your own bloodline, the slightest bit of favor produces gestures of what heaven may be like.
Glimpses of better days, are peeking in at me as I live happily and freely into them. Thank you God for loving me more than, those things and that stuff. THIS is love!


I'm not exactly sure what is happening to me, but I'm changing and I don't mind it at all. Seems like every day, I'm doing something totally different than I normally would. Where I go, What interests me, and what no longer does is being swapped out, exchanged, grasped or eliminated. One of the most significant changes I just decided upon was to do away with my aquarium. I've owned an aquarium, up to 2 at a time for over 30 years. Today, I decided I've had enough. My 55 gallon tank has been a deciding factor on whether I stay or go for long periods of time. 10 years ago, I increased my liability insurance in the event of a disaster to a level beneath it.

I'm deciding to lower my set bars and expectations in a lot of areas in my life.  If it works in the moment, it could work for the long haul.  I've been more spontaneous. I'm accepting less and allowing more.  I'm evolving right before my own eyes.  Sweet!