Sunday, December 5, 2010

This Morning

I thanked the Lord for waking me.
I awoke to find some things that mattered to me.
That thing that mattered most to me, was me.
I had thoughts of the night before.
Memories I pondered as I drifted off to sleep.
A workout would suffice today as well as yesterday.
My focus had been broken, but the track is back on.

Within the first 10 minutes of waking, I felt anger.
The duration of my anger was about 5 of those minutes.
I said to myself, "self" "Those things you can not change
Are things that should not matter."
The things I can, should take precedence.
I quickly jumped to my feet.
Cleansed my body and mind.
Took a deep breath, shook the confusion.
And again thanked God, for reminding me that I mattered.
Especially if it doesn't appear as such.
I won't let the little things, keep me from the big ones.
Something good happened inside me, it was...
This morning