Friday, September 28, 2012

Seasonal Transitions



Springing back from the bitter cold of Winter
Falling far from Summers heat, I'm quenched
Watching leaves blow, rustle and glide
Toward a pool of lust that dwells deep in the eyes
Wishing for rain to calm my thirst
There is no relief from what gets here first
Giving absolute power to the scenes rearranged
Drawing attention from the chill
Redirecting toward the warmth of a soul unchanged
However it's phrased, is there no end in sight
For what I've endured on any given seasonal night
It's morning now, I go untouched
By the sprinkles of laughter that reside in my gut
Maybe come noon, I'll heed one more lesson
That living this span, has been my wisest blessing
Closing the window to block out the storm
Accepting the changes of temporary reform
It's pouring inside

Tuesday, September 25, 2012

Bummer


Why is it that every other business assumes that everyone entertains Facebook? I am and have been over that phase since 2005 and while I know that social media is what the "majority" of society is into, the rest of us would appreciate other means and methods of contact. Your affording sole contact/participation to a "click" and "like" fashion is considered fuckery and limited social prejudice. Hope that all made sense. Click "X" located at top right of screen if it didn't.

Tuesday, September 18, 2012

No Matter Where


It's not proper to laugh at other peoples expense. But in some cases, it's needed to help you get over something you thought was a flaw that's confined to your actions only. It makes you feel good to know that they are no better than you. Or what they'd like you to believe about them. Just because other's appear to have moved on and are no longer entertaining habit forming "distractions", doesn't mean they really have and are actually practicing what they preach. They may not be doing it the way or place they were before, but it's still being done. Something about discovering the hidden truth makes me smile.
The elephant is hard to miss, in ANY room. We still see you!

Thursday, September 13, 2012

The Brown Widow


I have been a widow for 21 years today.
R.I.P. Mr. Kenneth L. Smith
4/29/57 to 9/13/1991

Wednesday, September 12, 2012

lmao... Sorta


I love most commercials. My favorite one right now is this:
When my daughter was in labor on 8-26-12, after her water broke, the first thing I said was, "Congratulations!" "Now you can start cooking, cleaning, leaving and jogging". No one laughed. Instead there was a lot of cussing, crying, pushing and bleeding. ¯\(ツ)/¯

Friday, September 7, 2012

Tuesday, September 4, 2012

Have...

You ever wanted something or someone so bad that it consumed your everyday thought and movement? It's like an open door that you can't walk through because your feet won't move. You've exhausted everything within your means to acquire it, and it still won't materialize. It hurts. It gnaws from deep within the core and flows outward to your skin. No one will help you, you're on your own. Wishing for the one thing you're without. That thing has become a feeling. A feeling that leaves you blank inside and out. That something that you need to let go of and forget about but you can't. Have you ever had such a thing? This thing however small to you, is enormous to me. Have you encountered such a mass of incompletion?

It's ColdπŸ₯Ά

There are two types of men, in scenarios where 1 was previously preferred over another, for his seemingly wise ways. Quicker to draw a conc...