I wasted my time, sanity and sense of being. A lot of it was fine and fun, but for the most part, the experiment/experience was extremely taxing. The impact I left on the minds and hearts of 4 men was outrageous and most likely who they believed they met. In the end, I was disrespected and disregarded at some point by all 4 of them. It showed that a weak woman has no legs. A person will misuse you as much as you will allow. To some I apologize and to some, fuck you very much, you get what you deserve.
Now let me get back to living. Starting yesterday!